a vry vry tired day

Today almost 12:30pm
i do my homework
is which teacher say need to hantar whn Monday
so i rush lo
bt one call fr ah tiang change it
she say whn 2:00pm i gt hari bendara cn i go or nt
think n ask my mum thn say ok lo
thn rush again lo
need to wait my t-shirt dry
After eat
after bath
after preparing
last is wait to reach chungky lo
Whn i reach chungky
nobody is there lo
after a while
see yl
happy whn see her
coz gt somebody accompany me
LOL~~
i m in perling magnum lo
too near wif my house
we stay there till 7:05pm
we start stand there almost fr 2:30pm
see tat so pro lo
hahaha~~
whn till 5:00pm start gt many ppl lo
so bz n let my legs too tired
we walk to chungky
n i stay there a while
thn call my mum come to fetch me
so tired~~
seriously
today i m nt vry happy lo
coz is in shop lo
whn i back home
feeling vry vry tired
bt in d end i nvr slp
coz i scared my homework
whn i back home
i alway think
tmr impossible gt hari bendara ba
bt whn almost 10:30pm
i reveice a call fr ah tiang
i know le lo
n i wanna cry out lo
bt whn i know is go to pasar
feeling dun wan to go
coz too many many ppl
n vry vry hot
n d most important is ~
my t-shirt n pants nt wash lo
so cnt wear
n oso cnt go lo
dunno wan feel happy or sad
happy is cn go hari bendara three times
sad is if i nt go will i regret ?
or whn see thm will feeling sad ?
i dunno
i juz know i dun hav t-shirt n pant
i tell tis to ah tiang
bt she say nvm
i ask her wat means
she say if dun hav t-shirt n pant
thn cnt go lo
i ask her again
after tat i gt hari bendara or nt ?
she say no
wanna cry out le
i wan to go one more times
wanna more pengalaman
bt cnt le
tat finish
impossible gt hari bendara again
tat all need to wait next year
bt next year is vry vry long lo
hope gt duty again
i wan more more duty hours
nw juz hope i gt hari bendara again
n tmr will b vry happy
HOPE~~
today my not ah tiang or ly lo
bt is ok
if is ah tiang
i scared i will scold by her
anywhere juz HOPE
hope anything i wish cn come true
seriously
i reli vry sad
nw i need to thx to ly
coz is u let me go tis hari bendara
n let me know many thing
reli x10 HOPE~~
k larh
late lerr
nitex to u all
BYE~~

A tired tired day

Today is hari pertama of d hari bendara
n i vry lucky lo
被选中咯
But oso good larhh
d venue is my ex-school
Gt see many teacher
Oso gt see my ex-malay teacher -Cikgu A ng Mely
Wohooo~~
She still remember me
n she become lebih pretty le
hahaha~~
not see my Cikgu Tan Saw Phing lo
gt little sad lo
Oso gt see my ex-class teacher
miss u all
hope gt one day cn meet u all again
n our 1st time d hari bendara
出状况了咯
SSI stole our class lo
Bt nvm larhh
Edy gt some pengalaman le
Maybe is gt little tired larhh
bt gt funny n can get some pengalaman
oso good arhh~~
hahaha~~
reli miss u all
teacher
see thm
let me want to go back to primary school
especially is back to year 6
tat year vry funny lo
our class
make all d teacher angry
n oso make thm dun wan teach us
bt oso in UPSR gt a vry pretty result
hahaha~~
reli lo
our class many ppl gt a pretty result 4 d teacher lo
although our class d boy
N d teacher see our result oso vry happy
bt whn know our result edy dun hav any left time le
coz d next time is majlis perpisahan le
so sad lo
n my homework
hz~~~
die edy le larhhh~~
coz teacher wan in monday
hw can i do in tis few day ?
wat cn i do nw ?
not times edy
teacher say if not hantar nak kena memo
HELP arhh~~
forget it
wanna die edy
so prepare mt thing to die lo
late en hope i cn die pretty lo
LOL
k larhh
late edy
update my blog next time ^^
Bye...

恨原来是那么难的

自从我决定要对他冷淡，恨他，
我就一直忍着，不想理他，
可是直到现在，
我才知道...
原来恨是这么难的...
可我得忘记他
但我做不到
几乎每晚我都失眠
但我始终不知道为何我忘不了他
没有人能明白我的心情及感受
决定恨了他的第5天
此刻的心觉得好空虚，好空虚...
此刻的我只想放弃
放弃恨他，放弃我坚决的心
我真的好想好想做到
但我想这不可能的吧...
而他...
也已不理我了...
他已经好久好久没有跟我说话了
每当跟他说话
都会忘了时间，忘了自己是谁...
此刻的我...
好想好想休息...
好像放下...
我只想得到与他说话的时间
很困难吗 ？？？
此刻的我...
好像好想大声的哭一场
好像忘了他
忘了他所施在我身上的伤
好像舒舒服服的睡一场
不再想他，不再恨他
此刻我才知道
原来我不恨他
那...算是喜欢他吧...
但喜欢不是爱
这我明白
此刻
我只想麻醉自己
好好的睡一觉
他...也应该恨我吧...
此刻
我只想这伤能尽快地好起来
不要因为他而令我的成绩退步
原来他对我的影响那么大
但我只希望他能再次跟我说话
再次地理我
希望今晚过后会有转机
我会尽快地好起来
好了
夜深了
我也该睡了
BYE...^^

Dunno y

B4 asas i vry like to chat wif st john ajk
Y ???
Dunno...juz like...
Bt dun hav anything...
Pls dun misunderstanding
whn asas, i feel many thing i think wrong edy
Maybe more times can let us see different thing
Juz like tat...
B4 i vry like to chat wif ly
bt whn asas i suddenly feel she is bad
Oso got good n bad...
Example ???
got know a few ajk ,
can know many things about first-aid ,
n a lot...
N nw i oso dunno y i will think wan to quit st john
I can't think a reason.
N nw i taking part in many duty or activity
maybe tis all oni wan to get marks...
three n a half days...
Long leh...
we oni can sit in d hall
oni got a few times can stand up...
Bt nw i regret le...
i regret y i wan to take d exam...
happily got yl wif me
she is my partner
N she done many thing 4 me
reli thx a lot 4 u... ^^
i will think it about
maybe will got some different conclusion...
n REMEMBER
Who got see my blog...
PLS dun tell any one
if i know u tell any ajk
I will kill u
N d question...
i reli will think it...
THX a lot 4 u all who got see my blog
N rmb post comment arh...
K larh
late lerr
i oso hav to slp lerr
BYE...

Angry n give up

Today she say will give me back d pendrive.So i wait lo , hope can see her.but till i back home ,oso cannot see her.after dinner, mum say want go to pasar malam , so go lo.After back , after open computer , then see another person on9 ,so want to ask her about my form lo.but she say she edy give another person , n the person nvr give me lo , need i go to ask him , he reli too much lo.I must get the form tmr , coz i need to give another person , want her help me fill in the form. N my pendrive...see lo, if i got see her, i will ask her to give me, juz dunno is whn lo. So, who want my pendrive need to wait lo, if i receive my pendrive i will lend u. K lah, i will try my best to get the pendrive, dun worry, i will lend u. K lah, if i got time, i will update my blog next time ,bye u all...